Tell me all your dirty secrets

I have no clue why I am such a curious person - maybe I was born this way but sometimes I think back about how my curiosity informed my world.  I would hear a noise in the middle of the night and I would investigate to see what it was - always catching someone in a naughty act, using binoculars to peer into other peoples homes, "overhearing" others conversations, googling the most minor characters in a movie or show, and constantly asking people questions about their lives.  I want to know everything or at least as much as I can.  My genuine curiosity in others combined with my active listening skills created an environment that others felt safe to share - eventually being the trusted individual many would divulge their secrets.  I always appreciated and valued that trust.  I guess it shouldn't be much of a surprise that now I consider myself a "Keeper of secrets."  And it shouldn't be a surprise that sometimes I like to use them against you in play!


A few words from sub s:

"I had my first ever professional session more than 10 years ago as a complete novice with Mistress Lucy, and I had an amazing time. Since then I have tried to see her any chance I can (typically once or twice a year), and the session I just had with her was one of the best I’ve ever had with anyone.  It was a wonderful reminder of how amazing Mistress Lucy is at what she does.


One of the things Mistress Lucy does best is making you feel comfortable trusting her. She makes it easy to want to tell her your dirty secrets and have her use them against you in the best of ways. And when it comes to using them against you, she is a master of her craft and her skills are elite. I’ve found that the more I’m able to trust her and put myself in her hands, the better the experience. It was clear to me in my recent session that she genuinely tried to understand me and to get to the core of my fetishes to make sure it was a special experience for me, and she very much succeeded. In a typical pro session with another mistress there may be one or two particular moments that I’ll focus on and try to remember. Following my recent session with Mistress Lucy I’ve been trying to burn every single detail into my memory so I don’t forget a thing. Every moment was a moment to remember.


The other thing I feel compelled to mention is that Mistress Lucy is absolutely gorgeous. I hate to say that her pictures don’t do her justice because her pictures are great and she looks fantastic, but they don’t convey her sensuality and energy and power in person. I found myself lost in thought a few times during our session, marveling that one of the genuinely beautiful women of the world was doing these naughty things to me.  That said, as stunning as she is, it’s everything else that she brings to the table other than her looks that make her so amazing at what she does.


I highly recommend a session with Mistress Lucy. If you’re a complete novice like I was 10 years ago, I can’t think of a better guide as you start your journey than Mistress Lucy. Be honest with her and trust her and put yourself in her very capable hands. And if you’re a seasoned player like I am now, Mistress Lucy just gave me one of the best sessions I’ve ever had. I’m sure she can do the same for you."

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I love playing with novice submissives

I am coming up to my 12 year anniversary of being a Pro Domme and one of the things I have learned about myself is that I love to teach new Dommes and train new subs.  The look in their eyes when we try something for the first time is so amazing to witness.  I remember my first scene vividly so I know how impactful those first moments are.

Here is a reflection from a new submissive - k - while also training Mistress Amalia Valentine.

"Where to begin? This being my very first session ever and I was extremely nervous.  I entered the most welcoming and beautifully decorated studio.  The aroma immediately puts one at ease.

Mistress Lucy goes above and beyond, not only does she care about my interests but she takes it a step further and asks why.  That's when I knew she is going deeper into the psychology of the session and that shows that each person that walks thru her doors is given a personalized experience.  I felt like she genuinely cared and I deeply appreciated that. She has the most expressive face where you feel safe but simultaneously at her mercy.

I entered my first session with expectations that were not only met but exceeded by the end.  I had 4 cherries popped that day and I felt like I was in such good hands. She exuded confidence that came from her years of experience.  Any time she asked if I wanted to try something new, I said yes.  She not only pushed me to my limit but also respected my physical limitations (one I was unaware of but she did because she is very knowledgeable.) I'm so happy I was chosen to have her as my first it was such a positive experience and her after care is so thoughtful and sincere. She cares for her clients before, during and after the session. I couldn't have asked for a better person. You have not lived until you have been strapped down on her table.

Mistress Amalia was incredible!  I've read people talk about her smile but wow! The first time I saw her hypnotizing Harley Quinn-esque smile I immediately gave in. It's so enticing and intimidating at the same time.  You will fall in love and fear for your life. It was exhilarating.  I was more than happy being her guinea pig. I definitely saw Mistress Lucy's teachings flow through her while Mistress Amalia added her own special touch.  I will be looking forward to seeing her again in the future."

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My once a month kinky event

As I started my new chapter this year, one of the experiences I wanted to create was a monthly kinky event.  I wasn't interested in organizing a party but more of an experience especially a bonding one for my FemDomme sisterhood  The idea would be a once a month (full day) themed group experience.  This would allow the FemDommes to enjoy more doubles (we all love them) and for vetted subs/clients to enjoy a discounted opportunity to experience a double and/or meet a new FemDomme they wanted to play with.  The experience would be very reminiscent of the good parts of being at a "house" - all the ladies hung out in the office, ate, talked, and got ready for our sessions.

Our first event was called "Pain Slut Saturday" and the focus was exploring pain - for some it was intense corporal but for others it was pushing their pain limits just a little.  We had experienced "pain sluts" to novice players who wanted to understand pain play a little better.  Remember, all activities exist on a spectrum and the experience does not need to be extreme for someone to engage in an activity.  It was such a fun day especially for all the FemDommes.

Our second event was called "Transformation Saturday" and the focus was various forms of transformations from bimbofication, sissification, gender play, clowning, and animal play (of course there are any ways you can transform someone).   The amount of laughter that was happening that day was just pure happiness and joy.

I haven't been able to organize one recently due to travel or clashing schedules but I do hope to schedule one for my birthday month June.  I think the theme will be - whatever Mistress Lucy wants to do.  Oh wait I do that anyways 😈










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Beg for me

I have a kink for 'begging'.  I loooove to make someone beg and truly become desperate.  Maybe it's the emotional sadist in me or maybe it's just the power... either way begging is so much fun in a scene.  Weirdly, I refuse to beg myself and I tend to be defiant if someone tries to make me beg - even a little.  As a kid, I never begged for anything - a toy I wanted or for sweets - I would ask for something and if my mother didn't say yes, I would let it go.  I would see other kids beg and I would see their parents use it against them - I guess I knew I never wanted anything used against me haha.  I could see the power dynamic when someone really wants something and the other person has it - I always like being the person who has it.

Reflections from sub l with consent:

"Walking up to the door prior to a session with Mistress Lucy, I was fully aware that I was about to be taken on a journey to an unknown destination with the only guarantee being that it would be excessive! Despite being of (mostly) sound mind and a willing participant in this adventure, I should have arrived ready. I was ready in a physical sense, clean as a whistle and wearing lacy black panties that I hoped were slutty enough to meet her approval, but I was not ready mentally. Perceptive as ever and sensing that I was distracted and not entirely present, she immediately set about getting my attention. Kneeling in my panties before her, she immediately initiated an extended period of severe nipple torture. No warm-up, no respite, continuous, relentless. No distractions, nothing to grind against, only the vision of her untouchable immaculate body inches away. Only her soft voice murmuring a barely perceptible mantra describing the abuse and humiliation that I was about to endure and how much I was going to appreciate and beg for it. Once I reached a point where I became desperate and slightly panicked that this might constitute the entire 2 hour session, she seemed satisfied and instructed me to lie on the bench. Immediately my hands were bound at my sides,  my hips were pinned to the bench by a strap and my legs were spread open wide and hauled up into the air. In this vulnerable state, the blindfold went on.

The intensity was low at first, the whispering continued, she was very gentle and the sensations were mostly pleasurable…until they weren’t. The continuous stimulation and the slow introduction of torture while blindfolded  and the constant murmuring convincing me how much I was enjoying this and caused me to lose my kinesthetic sense. It’s difficult to describe, I couldn’t tell where the sensations were coming from, pain became indistinguishable from pleasure. My mind became separated from my body, I wondered if I was hypnotized? The torment continued, she was relentless. I became overwhelmed and asked for a break. She seemed satisfied and granted me a short rest.

The blindfold was mercifully removed and I marveled at the vision of sexiness and power that loomed over me. She went back to work right where she left off with no reduction in intensity. She gave me pleasure, but never quite enough. She gave me pain, slightly more than I could bear. I begged for more, I begged for her to stop. She was relentless, again I became overwhelmed. I finally begged for it to end. She   concurred and gently helped ease me back to the real world. I left with a quiet mind and sense of calm."

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TRAVEL: Boston May 27/28 + San Fran May 30/31 & June 1

I don't tour often...well ever.  There are only two cities I visit to play: Boston and San Francisco.  Why you might ask?

First, I hate traveling with my tools.  I get worried that they will lose my luggage and all my favorite tools will be gone forever.  Second, for the last 6 years I had a beautiful play space I built with Dia Dynasty and now I have my new gorgeous play space that I prefer to play in.  I've spoiled myself that playing out of a hotel becomes very difficult.

The reason I play in these two cities is that I have access to fully equipped beautiful play spaces.  I know each space very well and I don't have to travel with much.  In SF, I am lucky to permanently be able to keep a set of my favorite items so playing there feels like home.  It's my second home as it use to be my first home. are my dates.  Please read my website and fill out my form to apply.



I can't wait to see my Boston and SF subs and hopefully meet a few new people as well.

Photos from my last trip.










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