“After far too long of a hiatus, I had the honor of serving Mistress Lucy Sweetkill and Mistress Amalia Valentine in what was a life affirming and life altering experience. My interest in kink and submission has existed for as long as I could remember and began at a time when I was far too young to understand it. I thought about exploring in my twenties but for a few reasons, it was not the right time. However, during the pandemic I began to reflect on who I am and what I want from this life and was fortuitous enough to stumble upon La Maison du Rouge and the amazing and brilliant women behind it. One of which was the incomparable Mistress Lucy Sweetkill. Through her I discovered Mistress Amalia Valentine and while I have had the pleasure of serving them individually, this would be the first time I got to session with both at the same time.

That day I arrived at Mistress Lucy’s studio which is beautiful, decorated exquisitely and adorned with so many wonderful toys of torture and pleasure. Even more beautiful we’re the two Mistresses standing before me with, both with a countenance reflecting welcoming and sinister mischief at the same time. While they are obviously capable of sadism a debauchery, Mistress Lucy and Mistress Valentine are also intelligent, curious and make you feel that no matter what goes on for the next few hours, you will be taken care of. Then I was dressed as a slutty baby and really began to wonder about what would take place over the next few hours 😊.

When I began my journey, I think I would have self-identified as a fetishist and a submissive but not too much into pain exploration and bondage. But that has changed. This is very much a healing journey for me and those are two things I needed to dive deeper into if I was sincere about the therapeutic effects, I hoped to achieve. I will not go into full details but will say I was restrained more than I ever have been, and instead of fear, I felt at ease, akin to being swaddled I believe I uttered during the session. I was able to truly let go and relax and give up control. No matter what was coming next, I was equally nervous and excited and delighted by the fact that I was subject to whatever whim they may have at the moment. There were new sensations experienced, thresholds pushed and epiphanies had. While I don’t consider myself a masochist, there was pain to the point I was shaking from adrenaline and very emotional when it was done. And I might miss that feeling the most. To be subjected to pain yet cared for by those administering it is something that might seem confusing to others, but for some of us it is such a pure and beautiful experience. It taught me so much about who I am and what I need. They were both gracious enough to honor me by indulging in some of the activities I had requested. There were many laughs, several yelps of pain and pleasure and great conversation with two amazing Mistresses.  I am a better man today because of this experience. I hope to have the honor of serving them again.”